Friday, February 28, 2014

tulpa time 1

so i said on my twitter account a while ago that i was gonna post about tulpas. so i started doing a bit of research and such and i started thinking creating one myself and so i did!
...wich is what i would say if making a tulpa wasnt so long to create!
so instead of making one big post about it, i decided to make a bunch of articles about the creation of my tulpa. now im sure this has been done before but the thing is, im lazy. incredibly incredibly ungodly lazy. this is the main reason why i rarely update this blog but nevermind.

so you may ask yourself: "what the fuck is a tulpa dude? do i look like i have time to use google?" of course not! so whats a tulpa? a tulpa is basicly turning your sub-conscious into a person. a person wich can only be seen why the creator and comes directly to his mind.
Now for the bigger idea. a tulpa is a very long process of creating something akin to an imaginary friend. however an imaginary friend is nothing more than a mental puppet. it does what you want it to do and change into whatever the fuck you want and can be made in 3 minutes max. however a tulpa takes a long time to create and once created good luck making him go away or change his appearance. a tulpa is very useful as it not only acts as a very close friend but also its pretty good to help you remember stuff your conscious self is being a dick about and making you forget it.

now to my creation process now. so the first thing i did was write a bunch of traits and suchs on my tablet and then never going back at it again because im lazy as i said earlier. so after i created a body and name and overall personality (BTW her name is Dawn) i started talking to her and trying to make her appear in real life or as some call it "imposing a tulpa to reality" so far its not going so well but another thing ive tried doing is doing stuff with her in a "wonderland" a wonderlan is a world created in your head where you and your tulpa can do anything you want. first i wanted to do my fantasy where i kill a bunch of monsters with a katana like a badass but she wasnt so much in violence (so yea shes a bit self-aware i guess) the problem is i usually do this when coming back and going to work by the bus. wich means in the morning and end of the day where im mostly tired so usually i close my eyes and think about it but i end up sleeping or dozing off what i wanted to do with her. so far its going so well and she cant talk yet. im not parroting atleast not trying to and honestly im not 100% what im doing is supposed to work or not but ill keep you guys updated and ill try and make her write once shes all self-aware and shit.

so yea thats all for now gals and guys and good night everyone,
Mickio Tanerdum

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